I believe that you want something from me, and I assume that you want my support or help. I assume this because you seem to be spending a lot of time interacting with me, time you say is not available even for meditation.

For some people, the most adaptive way of asking for help that they have on their menu is to attack others, and to project their self-judgements onto others to see how they deal with it.

Whenever you would like to engage with me at a deeper, more productive level, I will be here for you.